Ten
Minutes in The Hot Tub
by
Robin Rose
My
eyes scan a flock of leotarded limbs in search of Andrea in her
yoga class. Here, at New York’s exclusive Hamilton Club,
the women wear diamonds and designer Spandex while working out.
At 24, I’m a decade or two younger than most of the class
members; I have long, dark hair and a slim, curvy body. Yet, standing
on the threshold of the exercise room, peering across the glossy
wood floor, I can’t help feeling intimidated. Fresh from
their aromatherapy facials and French manicures, these Manhattan
women shine with a certain polished health and sophistication.
Andrea—tall,
flaxen-haired, and fabulous—is front and center, the most
radiant of all. Five foot ten, she stands before the mirrored
wall, focused on her strong, slender limbs as they flow through
the postures. From behind, I watch her white-blond ponytail swish,
exposing the back of her long, pale neck, and I bite my lip.
Unlike
me, Andrea belongs to the Hamilton Club. I, Lara, am here for
the first time as her guest. This morning, Andy’s phone
call came as a surprise and so did her invitation to an elite
club for a spa date. I accepted in the spirit of adventure, and
that same mood has brought me here to the exercise class where
she suggested we meet.
Standing
just outside the room, I admire Andrea’s broad, toned back,
her long arms—triceps firm, biceps defined—in a dynamic
yoga stretch. I shift my gaze to her mirror reflection and trace
the V of her prominent pelvic bones with my eyes. I appreciate
Andy’s cinched waist and large breasts, her nipples pressing
their points into the flimsy fabric of her sky blue workout top.
Andrea’s cheeks are pink with exertion, her full lips slightly
parted. Her bright green eyes widen as they spot my brown ones
in the mirror, and my breath catches as—with a wink and
a silent laugh—she tosses her silky blond ponytail.
Until
the class ends, I work on my poker face. But when, at last, the
others file out, Andrea walks up to the mirror. Closing her eyes,
folding both hands in a prayer position over her heart, she bends
into a quick half-bow. Then she emerges from the classroom, her
skin glistening, her face flushed, her green eyes filled with
light.
Beside
me, Andy’s chest shines with a thin film of sweat. Her flimsy
workout top, moist and nearly transparent, looks glued to her
skin. Andrea places one palm—ever so casually—on my
upper back and kisses both my cheeks European style.
“Lara
dear,” she says.
Beneath
my sleeveless, tomato red dress, my body stirs. Andrea takes my
hand—hers is warm from exercise—and leads me to the
ladies’ changing room. Here the walls are lined with wood
veneer lockers. Andy peels off her damp yoga gear and hands me
a locker key. Standing naked, she rests one hand on an upholstered
chaise. Her large, pale breasts—with nipples and aureolae
the palest pink—point unabashedly at me.
Most
of the women around us have wrapped their torsos in towels, but
Andrea struts to her locker naked, extracts a hairbrush, and glances
back at me. I’m procrastinating, pouring myself a glass
of lemony ice water from the pitcher on a nearby refreshment table.
Andy returns to the flowered chaise and sinks into it, stretching
her long legs, brushing her shiny blond hair.
My
hands finally approach my zipper, slip the red straps of my dress
over my shoulders. Turning to my locker, I pretend that Andy—nude
on the chaise—isn’t a compelling vision. I pretend
her bright green gaze doesn’t unnerve me. There’s
a terry cloth robe inside my locker, and I remove it, willing
my eyes to focus on the fluffy white fabric. But my gaze betrays
me and shoots furtive glances at Andy’s wide hips, at her
inner thighs and the shadowed cleft between them.
Andy’s
blond thatch is shaved slender; the pale flesh of her vulva is
visible, like an upside-down tulip, with lips blossoming on either
side of her narrow light blond strip. Yet—at a quick glance,
anyway—Andrea’s sex doesn’t look exposed the
way mine feels after shaving. Her petal-like parts look sturdy
enough to command respect, like a painting by Georgia O’keeffe.
Draping
the robe around my shoulders, I step out of my panties while Andy
watches, her hands twisting her hair into a knot on top of her
head. Someone else might mistake her bemused expression for daydreaming,
but I know better. After only one previous encounter, I know Andrea’s
gem-green eyes are burning a trail down the front of my body,
and I can feel them land, searing, on my pubis that, just this
morning, she suggested I shave bare.
Quickly,
I belt the terry cloth robe and hug it around my shoulders. But
that comfort lasts only as long as it takes Andrea, loosely donning
her own robe, to lead me to the whirlpool. There, standing barefoot
on the jade green tile floor, she nods at three naked women already
submerged in the circular tub, their breasts floating among the
bubbles. Then, her back straight, her neck long and regal, Andy
allows her robe to fall and steps into the swirling water. Sinking
down to the underwater bench, she lets the whirlpool flow over
her shoulders.
The
hot tub ladies murmur among themselves, most of their words indistinguishable
beneath the hum of the bubbling water. But when Andrea beckons,
I feel their attention sharpen on me. So much adrenaline courses
through my system as I untie my sash. Andy stares as my robe falls
open, as the warm, wet air hits my skin. The others slide sly
glances at my shorn pubis, while I yearn for the proverbial fig
leaf. Anything, even a G-string, would offer some protection.
But with nothing, I’m a girl among women, a working class
lass stripped bare before the aristocracy, a submissive waiting
for dominants to determine her value.
For
several terrible moments, I stand like that—my robe hanging
open, my thighs pressed together—my private parts, smooth
as those of a prepubescent child, on merciless display. Finally,
Andrea tilts her chin at a brass hook on the wall, and I hang
my robe with all the dignity I can muster. Then, glancing back
at the clock—as if knowing the time could help orient me—I
step forward. It is ten after four as I walk across the wet tile
floor, through the steamy air into the whirlpool.
Andy
motions me to join her on the narrow, underwater bench, directly
across from the semicircle of ladies, the ten-foot length of the
tub away. At the bench, I stop before her gem green eyes, before
her glossy lips and flushed cheeks. Less than half the bench lies
empty. There’s no way to sit without sliding into Andy’s
silken flesh, without causing our dripping shoulders to meet like
lips in a chaste, tongueless kiss. I lower myself onto that underwater
bench, and our bare thighs connect—my right and her left.
Andrea’s skin is as supple as water; for an instant I doubt
the touch.
Not
daring to face her, I stare straight forward into a blurry middle
distance with the semicircle of ladies in my peripheral vision.
My right thigh senses the merest increase in pressure, so slight
I can’t be sure it’s really happening, can’t
be sure it’s Andy’s intention instead of some motion
of the bubbling water. Sitting perfectly still, I hardly dare
to breathe, as below the water, Andy’s calf grazes mine.
Her toned leg feels yielding; her moon-round face is composed,
eyes shut, damp lashes resting on her heat-reddened cheeks.
I
lean my head back, letting my long, dark hair stream into the
water, feathering my breasts and shoulders. My eyes close, and
my thighs slip apart on the bench.
“Mmm.”
I hear Andy’s throaty murmur as my flesh settles into hers.
“Andy?”
I whisper.
“Hush.”
Her voice is low and light. Under the water, her hand moves to
my knee. “Hush,” she repeats, as though comforting
a child.
Unable
to move or speak, I wait, while between my legs, between the shorn
lips of my bare vulva, there’s a quiver. Then comes the
rise and stir of that narrow strip, blood rushing to the area,
engorging the veiled sliver until it protrudes from between my
lower lips, lips swelling to open of their own accord, as yet
untouched, caressed only by the water. Then, while my clit pulses
with anticipation, Andy’s hand—hidden by bubbles and
foam—begins its slow journey up the inside of my thigh.
Across
the tub, one woman speaks in a voice that carries, “Bunny,
what did you think of that new manicurist?”
“Not
much,” comes the answer. “Better keep your hands above
the water though.”
“Hot
water peels the polish right off,” the third woman agrees,
as Andy’s finger reaches my slit.
Tears
well in my eyes as she traces those swollen lips. Tears of gratitude,
tears of longing and sheer lust gather as her finger gently skims,
over and over, the surface of my throbbing sex. Then, at last
she whispers, “Lara, open your eyes.”
I
blink into the harsh reality of the Hamilton Club, the semicircle
of female faces, the jade green floors, and lime green tiled tub.
My eyes shut again, fast.
“Open
your eyes, Lara.” Her voice is low but insistent; her finger
strokes my slit. Sometimes she grazes my throbbing nub, others
she skims just left or right. But when I don’t obey, her
hand stops. “Open,” is all she says.
Then,
reluctantly, I open again to the ladies’ whirlpool at the
elite Hamilton Club.
“Look
at me,” she commands, as her finger returns to its magic.
I
turn to her fixed green gaze. Our eyes lock, and there’s
a rush of relief—as if her intensity can hold and embrace
me, insulate us from all others. My eyes drink in Andy’s
face while my clit screams out for her touch. No longer is her
fingertip enough; my body craves, begs, demands more.
“Darling,
you know they can’t find decent service people here,”
complains a cultured voice in tones that cut through the whirr
of the whirlpool. “The new elevator man is quite impertinent.”
Andrea’s
finger strokes with infinite patience, with infinite lightness
of touch. She makes circles, grazing the most tender, swollen
part of my clit. “I want you to do something for me,”
she says in a low voice.
I’m
barely able to nod.
“It’s
a hard thing, but it will make you strong.” Her finger flicks
my clit. “Will you do it?” Another flick. “Will
you trust me?”
I
don’t trust her, but that doesn’t stop me from saying,
“Yes.”
“But
you must admit the masseuse they hired last month is pretty good,”
comes a strident voice from across the tub.
“If
you like that sort of pressure,” I make out her friend’s
reply.
“Turn
your face toward those women,” Andy whispers, indicating
them with her chin.
“Why?”
I don’t turn.
“Bad
girl.” Her finger shoots into me, penetrates my opening
for the first time. “You need to do what I say.”
“I
do?” Tears fill my eyes as her forefinger slides in and
out.
“Listen
to me.” Her thumb covers my clit.
Eyes
welling, my lips mouth the word, “Why?”
“I
know what I’m talking about, Lara.” Andy’s confidence
seems absolute.
I
stifle a sob as her fingers play with me, but there’s no
question of stopping her now.
“It
doesn’t matter what those women think,” she continues,
her tone emphatic, her voice low. Her fingers never stop. “We
can take life on your own terms, Lara. We can honor our needs
and desires, instead of worrying what others think.”
“Yes,”
I hear myself agree aloud, as a tear trickles down my face.
“You
can see this through,” she says, and I discover I want to.
“Yes.”
It’s more a breath than a word.
“Now.”
Andy’s quiet voice is fire; her finger moves in and out.
I
turn my head; my brown eyes release the shelter, the anchor of
her green ones. Andy’s hand keeps caressing my sex while
my face rotates toward the semicircle of ladies. As if that trio
knows something is happening, as if they sense some subtle energy
shift, the group grows quiet; their eyes focus on me.
“That’s
good.” Andrea’s soft voice at my ear feels like a
lifeline. She penetrates me with a second finger. “See the
woman on the far left?”
I
shoot a glance at the snub-nosed, forty-something brunette.
“I
want you to make eye contact with her.”
Automatically, my eyes lower.
“No,”
she hisses, fingers plunging. “You can do this.”
I am silent, conflicted, too filled with sensation to think.
“Don’t
do it for me,” Andy says, her jaw clamped, her fingers stabbing.
“Do it for yourself.”
I feel the bright eyes of the snub-nosed lady burning my face,
and I recognize the part of me that wants to confront her. My
gaze lifts to meet hers, and, although my lips tremble, my eyes
hold steady.
“Yes,
my lovely, yes, my sweet,” Andy croons, stroking my clit
and rhythmically thrusting her fingers. Tears begin to travel
down my cheeks, but I don’t care. I let them flow freely,
cleansing my face as I present it to the semicircle of strangers.
What does it matter that the snub-nosed woman sees me cry? I don’t
care if the whole semicircle stares. Nothing is more important
than my connection to Andy and the sensations searing my body.
“Can
I help you?” the snub-nosed woman asks in a shrill voice.
Without
looking away, I manage to shake my head no.
“Good
work,” Andy whispers, after a long moment. “Go to
the next one. Let her see you, too.”
The second woman is pixie-like and freckled, with short, curly
hair. But her eyes narrow with disapproval; her mouth is pursed
like a prune. I feel her grim stare tearing my chest apart, ripping
my rib cage open, left and right like a pair of French doors.
Yet, as Andy’s fingers continue thrusting, as the tears
slip down my cheeks, I find I can take it. I can let her see me.
I even want her to.
“Is
something wrong, dear?” she asks with false brightness.
Shaking
my head no, I revel in the certainty that—while raw emotions
are visible on my face—underwater, beneath the bubbles,
all is private.
Yes, the pixie-faced woman sees everything and nothing; she can
make of it what she will. But I’m free to meet her stare;
her opinion no longer controls me. Exulting in the weird, heady
freedom of exposure, I feel Andy’s fingers plunge.
“Now
the last one,” she says.
I turn my attention to the final woman, trembling with terror
and joy. She’s the oldest, fifty-something, I guess, her
hair silvering at the temples, wrinkles creasing her forehead.
The woman nods, and I manage to return that nod while Andrea’s
fingers pierce me. Then I hear Andy’s voice say loud and
strong, “Lara Leeds, I’d like you to meet Bunny Harper,
Claire Sanford, and Mary Barton.”
They nod politely as I force a raw, but triumphant “Hello.”
If only those women would get out of the tub and leave me alone
with Andy’s fingers! But I’m condemned to their company
as wave after wave of torturous pleasure washes over me, bringing
me closer to a climax I’ll never reach in their presence.
Finally, Andy’s fingers pull out, and in a tender gesture,
her hand cups my pulsing sex.
Leaning close to my ear, her lips brushing the lobe, she whispers,
“Sauna,” and rises from our underwater bench. Then
she walks out of the hot tub, giving the trio of ladies a quick
wave.
I follow fast, no longer giving a thought to my nakedness as I
rise, dripping, from the whirlpool. Like Andrea, I grab a towel
from the pile waiting on a shelf and wrap it around my waist.
The clock on the jade-tiled wall reads four-twenty as I follow
her to the dimly lit, cedar-scented sauna. Finally, we are alone.
Andy spreads her towel on one wooden shelf-bench, and I take another.
“I
hope you don’t mind,” she says, lying down on her
back, “but I made us both manicure appointments.”
“Manicure?”
I repeat stupidly, as my skin cries out, no! No, no, no!
“Four
forty-five appointment.” Her tone is matter-of-fact. “That
gives us fifteen minutes.”
So Andy has a schedule, and, incredibly, it includes a manicure—for
which she collects the bill. Then, while our nails are drying,
we drink herbal tea in a well-lit salon, wearing our street clothes
and making small talk with other members of the club. But on our
way to the lobby, Andrea selects the stairs instead of the elevator.
In a deserted stairwell, she pulls me toward her, clasping her
long arms around my back.
Pressing
her chest into mine, she stage-whispers, “A plus on your
hot tub lesson.”
Her
mouth brushes mine; her tongue parts my lips, darts inside to
command and explore. For a few minutes, Andy kisses as though
she’ll devour me. Then we hear footsteps, and she breaks
away. Laughing, she slaps my butt, hard. I flinch at the slap
and the sudden change. My ass cheek stings, but it’s nothing
compared to my clit, which is—once again—electrified.
Andrea
heads down the staircase, and I follow her high-heeled pumps and
her narrow skirt that looks poured over her hips. Moisture dribbles
onto my panties; my clit throbs as I watch Andy sweep into the
lobby with exquisite nonchalance.
“Darling,”
a man says, moving toward her. Dark-haired and six feet tall,
he’s wearing a suit and tie. His mouth presses hers in a
quick, ordinary kiss, releasing Andy’s anything-but-ordinary
lips—lips that moments before devoured mine—to form
an odd half-smile.
“Lara,”
she says, as I stop before them. “This is my husband Sam.”
“Hi.”
Sam lifts his hand in a quick wave. “Member?” he asks,
tone clipped, but friendly.
I
shake my head no, doubting I’ll ever see the inside of the
Hamilton Club again, feeling my wet panties. “Just trying
things out,” I manage, clit still pulsing. I give Andy a
significant look. “But thanks for the invite. It was great,”
I say and mean it. Then, looking forward to my vibrator and the
privacy of my bedroom, I turn from Andrea to her husband and shrug.
“What can I really say about ten minutes in the hot tub?”
_______________
Robin
Rose
writes erotica, memoir, and mainstream fiction. Her work appears
regularly in literary magazines, and she has a pair of erotic
novellas in the works. Robin lives in the New York area.
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Minutes in The Hot Tub
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